Packed Up 2

I left off with a private affair. Lonely man who took the drama rock bottom and the world doesn’t care

His experience is pain, and he doubled his share, like he pulled both ends until reality tears.

Let these images describe what was already there, he stares into oblivion, he’s really impaired

Confused; sought the knowledge and divided the clues, plenty, he felt ready and got battered and bruised

Let him walk down the aisle, is he ready to choose?  Guided by faith the Lord God filling his shoes

Putting in work, holding ground deep in the dirt, holding his dreams, squeezing until there aquamarine

Created a scene, stemming from bilateral pain, the seeds that he sows, the waiting, the harvest that came

The highs and lows, ideas that you highly oppose, that stay intense every minute the river flows..whoa

Maya2Verse3

I settled down on the hallowed ground veterans found
Wrote scriptures that'll flight, the minute I write.
Not many times can the upright and just in cause
Put limitations on the wicked in these concrete halls
Already set, A runway, concourse jets, and that pale horse rider with the first name death.
These are the times individuals rise and cities bomb
The battle leaves Middle Earth as written by John
I'm in a hail storm, the outcome? Written in tongues, claiming victory the same day I lost by one
Too many come, rejected when their entering home. Like that land that was paid for, The Blood of the Lamb.
Do what I can until my maker says "A job well done."
Very few will enter here, "I know, many will come"
I'm destined here by the prodigal son, until the seals open balancing drums
These are the Last Days, One...

COLD

Vacant this lost has become
I’m numb, but the sorrow still persist
In the midst of tragedy I suffer my own
To come home and await the unknown
In a poem, a trance, we dance along the midnight storm
And weather the storm better than those who’ve come before
In an uproar…a silence. Through the tragedy of violence
We believe, in unbelief, to mirror our nation’s nihilist
When we betray those who are is disarray…yes those who are in disarray
And display our life’s dismay in the light of the midnights day, it ends in the utmost decay.

Italy

As I ponder daily... Distrust and human frailty, are the design of the hour and my being is on tour.

Before and after, the clamorous sounds and soothsaying chatter, I find a quiet that I've channeled and sought after

A repugnant smell from a city beyond the dells, where savage beasts roam free, only to be tamed by the bells.

Their vicious clanging, constantly banging and banging, this brings them to their knees and keeps the natives safe for the hour.

The difference in the waves of brute force and man power, when trust leads to distrust and pleasant faces turn sour.

We're all beyond the door... Called and waiting for..
The more that we ask for
The more that we yearn for

Let's Go Love

Let's Go Love

 

Your passion, your spirit, the way you approach me

I’m shy love, I’m timid, but the mood you put me in is amazing

This daydream, is all of what it should seem

I’m star struck and it’s my luck, that you want the time to know me…

 

So let’s go, let’s go now, make the world see amazing

So profound, when you’re around, getting lost in this daydream

Let’s go now, I’m yours now, no need to deal with fake things

It’s my heart and your heart, make them see amazing….

 

Make them see amazing, oh, make them see amazing

 

So, look at your love, how can your heart bear so much?

I’m so touched, to gain your love, I wanna give you everything

Your love is amazing, makes me do crazy things

Your body closing into mine, I wanna show you everything….

 

So let’s go, let’s go now, make the world see amazing

So profound, when you’re around, getting lost in this daydream

Let’s go now, I’m yours now, no need to deal with fake things

It’s my heart and your heart, make them see amazing

Let them hear, let them know love, let them renew their lost desires

Our passion, it’s a movie, a screen design, your mind controls me

Let’s move, go, moan, when are hearts beat, so hard it makes more heat

And our bodies sing Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 

So let’s go, let’s go now, make the world see amazing

So profound, when you’re around, getting lost in this daydream

Let’s go now, I’m yours now, no need to deal with fake things

It’s my heart and your heart, make them see amazing

Grays Of Sunday

Grays of Sunday
So, darling please remember
We live and we die
You say my hearts as cold as December
And as black as night... Honey
I may impress you one day, but not tonight
I walk these roads of mourning.... anger, strife, and plight
Just to make it to Sunday, where I can see a light now darling.
Keep me in your thoughts and dreams now
I feel my consciousness slipping
Into the abyss of forgotten, where the moans are tangible and rotten
So remember brighter days and laughter
Remember those dreams we chased after
Your smile used to make my heart wild
The thought of you is still fire
But what remains of our world is ash now
And a shadow of me you admired....
These are the grays of Sunday
Where the rays of sun have retired
These are the grays of Sunday
Hold them close to your heart now honey..... These are the grays of Sunday
A moment of peace you desired
These are the grays of Sunday
The precipice of a new life.....

In Your Heart

When I need, when I want, it’s a disguise, a front

I no longer kneel to the needs of others

I have a need that’s been neglected, and it’s been long I suffered.

Are you there to make the sacrifice? No there’s none, none other

 No longer your savior, your anecdote, your mockery to satiate your soul

I excavate myself from your presence; your mischief has taken its toll

I’d like to be around, when the feelings turn real, when the cataclysms start to spiral

And your wounds can’t be healed. Is this hatred or justification, for the things you’ve done?

Or is it a slap in the face from the only person who could tell you, you’re done.

You’ll search for a replacement, one to suit your needs.

But after time and time again you’ll notice the blood you’ve lost from the consecutive heart bleeds.

Maybe then you’ll realize that hearts are precious and you should take care….

But when you realize that moment…they’ll be no one there..

Stranger In the Dark 

(excerpt from book titled.."unknown") 

Kissed me hard like we've been friends forever, then got on his knees and pulled my dress up and ate me out like he was a cat thirsting for milk...... He turned me on so much; I was dying to taste myself on his tongue... I just HAD to see if his lower half was as beautiful as his upper half -- and I'll be damned -- IT SURE WAS! PERFECT!! I let him inside of me and came almost instantly.... I instantly fell in love with my stranger who came out from the darkness of the night... I swear I’ve never seen anything like him. He fucked me as if we were lovers in another life... Like he KNEW me.... The oddest thing is that I felt the same. I'll tell you this-- Whoever that was-- maybe an angel, maybe the devil himself-- I would welcome the darkness for the rest of my life If I could have him for myself.